November 2009
4 posts
Not using this one anymore.
Nov 30th
criistine: “Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He...
Nov 18th
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Your view on yourself: Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love...
Nov 4th
Its funny how some people just say something and...
rockandroses: fashionfever:fashion-goddess:leather-and-lace:(via runawaytrain)
Nov 1st
619 notes
October 2009
59 posts
Oct 30th
“She’s a little scared to get close to anyone because everyone that said ‘I’ll...”
– (via eletheowl) (via carolynchong) (via fashion-goddess)
Oct 26th
389 notes
“She was just another game to him. Something to pass the time. and when he won,...”
– (via lacouronne) (via fashion-goddess)
Oct 26th
“It was weird, I thought, how much you could have in common with someone, and,...”
– The truth about forever, Sarah Dessen
Oct 26th
Oct 25th
“When people can walk away from you, let them walk. I don’t want you to try to...”
Oct 25th
Oct 23rd
1,526 notes
ListenWhen I’m gone -Eminem.
Oct 23rd
“I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I...”
– Douglas Adams (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Oct 22nd
501 notes
Oct 22nd
Oct 22nd
“Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes...”
– And we couldn’t wait to grow up..                                                                           -Unknown.
Oct 21st
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you...”
– Maya Angelou.
Oct 21st
He was the one who said in my face: i love you, so much. He was the one who said i was his girl. He was the one who said things would be okay. And he was the one who said this wouldn’t work. I bet you’re going to be with another girl. Just like me. Don’t hurt her like you did to me, because you hurt me enough. You hurt me so much. Every morning I wake up, and you’re not there.. I die a little...
Oct 21st
Oct 21st
“If you tell the truth, you don’t have to remember anything.”
– Mark Twain (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Oct 21st
333 notes
“Some people don’t catch on, they rather just pretend..While things are going...”
Oct 21st
“You don’t seem to notice, You don’t seem to care You promise me something, Then...”
Oct 21st
“Why do we always go out of our way to hold on to the wrong ones and let the...”
Oct 21st
“I’d rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I’m not”
– Kurt Cobain.
Oct 21st
How come people don’t tell me things that I SHOULD be knowing? Just to save me the pain? Well either way its going to hurt when I find out, and its going to hurt twice as hard when everybody knew and decided not to tell me.  I don’t even know how to feel as of now. I’m shaking, I feel dizzy, I swear I can’t feel myself.. How can I not hate you for doing this to me…...
Oct 21st
“In your life, you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some, you...”
– The Wonder Years (via runawaytrain) (via reversethechemistry) (via aylarose)
Oct 20th
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Oct 20th
709 notes
“When you start to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to...”
– Lisa Unger: “Beautiful Lies” (via lovemidori) (via loveisjustlove) (via justbesplendid)
Oct 19th
So… I got kicked out of my house today. The end.
Oct 19th
Can you do this without deleting any questions? Mhhm. Do you smoke weed everyday? Nopee. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed? Would you get back with your last ex if they asked you? What’s something you really want right now, be honest? Happiness. Are you going anywhere for this summer? Texas maybe? Do you put ketchup on your french fries or on the top? Sometimes, it...
Oct 18th
“Your tears come easy, when you’re young, and beginning the world. Your tears...”
– The Moonstone by Wilkie Collins (via misswallflower)
Oct 18th
19 notes
Oct 18th
“You can have the entire world around you and yet still be completely alone.”
– via: I wrote this for you (via kari-shma) (via lovebot) (via papertissue)
Oct 18th
598 notes
“I love you” means that I accept you for the person that you are, and that I do...”
– (via creampuff) (via lovebot) (via papertissue)
Oct 18th
2,152 notes
WatchWatch
Play with the fishes. Click to feed them.
Oct 16th
“If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all we wanted to say,...”
– Christopher Morley (via melsteele)
Oct 16th
16 notes
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It...”
– Neil Gaiman (via dardenita) (via staree) (via jenho)
Oct 16th
227 notes
“Its crazy how fast life goes by.. thats why you need to take it for all its...”
– HannaBeth.
Oct 15th
Today I had a visit to USC hospital. It was very tiring and I only had one hour of sleep last night so I ended up sleeping at the hospital whenever I had the chance. Hah. When I first got there, I did the vital signs. Which is basically checking your blood pressure, heart beat, height, weight, etc. Then they called me back into a room to check my lungs. I don’t really know what it is. But I...
Oct 14th
I want to get out of here. I want to leave it all behind me. All the shame, the tears, the pain. I want to start over. Start fresh. I want to set higher goals. I want to actually be able to accomplish them. I want my parents to be proud of me for once. I want to be proud of myself for once. If only I could forget things like that.. If only I could drop the past and walk away.. If only things...
Oct 14th
ListenIt’s gonna be love - Mandy Moore.
Oct 14th
jenho: the easiest way to not get hurt is to not care. But that’s the hardest thing to do.
Oct 14th
I wish, somehow, somewhere, someplace.., I could just bring myself to talk to you.. Without being afraid.. without being scared of what would happen next.. Without being the way I am right now.
Oct 13th
I am 5’4 or shorter. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different colour. Lighter brown. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. Getting them off next month!  I wear glasses. I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete...
Oct 13th
Why is everything falling apart..  I really want to give up everything that I have… everything that I ever had. I don’t want to be this way.. I could feel my eyes stinging, my face burning.. And for some reason, my eyes decided to turn bloodshot red.. But I can’t seem to make it stop… no matter how many times I wash my face, it just comes back the moment I dry it. .. How...
Oct 12th
I feel like out of all my effort, I’m still at where I was to begin with. I’m still hurting the same, and I still feel the same.. I must be an idiot. To be hurt and allow myself to keep hurting.  It puts me on the verge of tears to even think about the past.. I just wish someone would understand, how hard it is.. to push the one you love away from you… Not just saying it, but...
Oct 12th
“A sad soul will kill you quicker, much quicker than a germ.”
– John Steinbeck.
Oct 10th
I wish I had someone there to help me. Like for real. I’m such a mess. I’m not myself. Deep down, I know I’m not okay. Deep down I do know what I want.. but I tell myself no. Because I know I can’t get what I want all the time. And even though I think it might happen, it won’t. Maybe I’m having one of those depression problems again.. like always. Nothing new...
Oct 10th
Oct 9th
IN THE END.
I am so angry at myself. I cannot control my temper more and more each day.. I just get so worked up over the smallest things. Nothing has brightened up. Everything comes to me in a negative way. I just feel like I changed.. in a bad way. I feel careless about everything. Everytime someone says a word to me, I just immediately get pissed off and annoyed. I have been giving a bad attitude to my...
Oct 9th